Hey readers *completely non-existent wutsoevr* !!!
So 2018 is going to start and anxiety just kicks in reminding me how time just flew past me and the worst part of this new year is when I look back all the days seem the same the order just seems to repeat
Get up after 50 snoozes
argue with myself whether 20 mins of bath is worth spending so much time on
sleep for another 20 mins
argue with myself over the actual need of a breakfast
I realise there are only 5 minutes left before my school gates close so I wake up drenched in sweat
load up on caffeine to control my inner sass nd deal with stupid people
teleport to school just in time to remember I forgot my id card nd run 5 rounds of the ground with interspersed moments of me trynna befriend the seniors to cut me some slack .
socialize socialize and some more of it till my coffee supply runs low leaving me running out of effs to give . Let’s b honest no1goes to skool to study and honestly I am one of the smart geeky people sooo … school is useless apart from the few amazing people who just fit my inner jigsaw
wattpad and tv shows time after which I exercise my muscles off . There are two kinds of days 1)6000 calories 2)complete starvation and exercise
bitch about people with my chic
sleep after reevaluating my entire life nd deep thoughts flooding in along with flashbacks of the day interspersed with how my expectations of my crush would be in my wiiilldd imagination
So this year like all the previous ones would be a time to reconsider all my decisions and become an amazing and the perfect kid every parent would want .. for probably a week. . But this time is gonn b diff *snort*
So this year is a time to be realistic so I decided to do only a few things like be a better person and help people more (I kinda started teaching poor kids this year) … also I would work very hard and become more focused and decide what I want to do . I am torn between two choices lawyer and engineer . I hate the sound ofmy prev sentence cuz it sounds so cliche but I am hella bent on it … my dream college has always been Harvard Law or MIT
one of the fave resolutions which I am planning to stick to is … taking a jar and noting everything good that happens to you throughout the year in chips inside the jar then at the end of the year rewarding yourself with that jar and finding happiness from moments rather than gifts on New year’s … so much for being broke and unable to go shopping at this time of year ..